so i had a really good week last week. i had a promising job interview, work was good, personal life was good. then came the weekend. it started off fine. made good money friday nite at work. then saturday was the buckeye game. lemme just say...GO BUCKEYES!!! yes indeedy-do. we beat those pesky wolverines again. i was ecstatic. i got DRUUUUUNK! thats right, with 5 u's. it was that bad. but laso a good celebration. then i came home. bad times start now. see, i had been kinda sorta seeing this girl. i dont know what u'd call it. but it really wasnt working so i wanted to call it quits. she didnt like that. sorry. then i find out she had been hanging out w/her ex the whole time she & i were doing whatever. good thing i wanted to call it off right? well, she would still call. and i wouldn't give in. then i start getting messages from her ex on myspace. he was ok and i told him i didn't want any problems. so then, saturday nite, i see i had a missed call from her. my dumbass calls her back and lo & behold, the ex answers. i really don't remember the conversation as i was DRUUUUUNK. but he took my number from her phone and called me last night. he told me he was going to kill me if he saw me. he also said he knows where i work and that he'd be seeing me this week. high school drama that i dont need in my life. it just really bugs me when people act like this. i'm not sure what to do. i think he just might show up at my work. none of this makes sense to me. over a girl? stupid shit and i'm over it. this place is driving me mad. i should be done with my legal matters in january and then i honestly think i'm getting out of here. don't know where i'm heading but i'm tired of not being happy. and now i have to worry about this other shit. great.

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ok, so i just got a nudge from my friend so i'm doing this for YOU. although i've already told u most of this, i'm posting.
so yeah, i'm working 7 days a week now. not exactly what i want to do but i have to. why u say? well let's just say that dougie was a dumbass in september 05. not really a dumbass, just unlucky. i stopped by a bar to have a drink w/ friends after work. honestly, 3 beers in 2.5hrs. i was tired and didn't really feel the booze that day. so i leave and oops! i pulled out in front of an unmarked cop. DUI. long story short. i got it reduced to reckless driving. but i had still had to do all the bullshit that goes with a dui. probation. community service. fines out my ass. victims awareness class. and dui class. so my probation was to be over in october 06. not so much. seems that a computer, yes, a computer recommended that i need alcohol counseling. i had to go get an evaluation from a HUMAN then. she didn't think i needed counseling but since the computer says i did, she has no choice but to put me in it for 15 sessions. that is the minimum. but lucky me! i can go twice a week for 3 weeks so that i can complete it in 12 weeks instead of 15. oh and here's an extra little kicker for ya...i also have to go to an AA meeting each week! ah florida, the land of dui's. btw...the county i live in i have recently come to find out is NUMBER 1 in the whole f-ing nation in dui arrest. another reason to head west. so yeah, i'm tied up with this shit until the end of january 07. that's what's been in the mind of dougie lately. i promise i will try to post more often here. until then...

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